i feel so sneaky...

i din do anything to the prev posts...dunno leh...haha nvm lah...pls lor it's so obviously better to have things to do lor...sigh...and if i dun face the com i'm prbly dead by now already...you dunno how bad my situation is...haha yah...3 more weeks...and i already feel like dying...haha...
i think i realise why im not so in love with km liao...i need guys who can impress me...and he sort of lack this thing lah...but he's nice to me...haha so...anything lor...haha i sound like a bitch...so xiao sa...sigh im here cos he's bathing...so have to cut things short...
pris...you mia den say we missing?haha better update yourself lor...we definitely wun tell you...no point...cos you wun get it...diff frequency mah...
okok...i better run...bye guys

cathryn has friend(s)

haha please lor...you've seen all the ft students...other than the prostitute who do you want?carely ah?she's not in ft right?haha...and yes yes yes...i have friends...in ngee ann...like she was frm scgs lah...haha late twenties...ok wad...still can eat...haha...
eugene is such a coward...haha dare to do dun dare to say...does tt shows he care alot abt erm her?hahaha eugene ah...tell elizabeth to check her mail leh...she never accept the invitation...you live with her so more convenient...

meeting a bigshot tomorrow (comment)

eugene ong the fucker, please kindly pay attention to wad you're doing abt research report because i heard frm my colleague, our senior, that next sem we will be taking a module Equity Analysis and for this module, we have to analyse a company's stocks blah blah blah...so...you know wad to do lah huh?haha and im not cursing you wad...haha

writing up my log/jotter book (comment)

haha i agree totally that writing log book is a chore...but after i hear wad my friend in ngee ann mass comm has to do...i kind of like our log book...she has a 20-wk attachment (1 sem) and every week must write report, 10th week 1000 word essay and 20th week 2000 word essay...haha are you guys thankful now?
i havent written anything in my log book so far...and i finally realise why low boon chin is so desperate to put a student in this company...he buys metastock frm us!!!haha and i think he's trying to get my colleague to give him a better price...so im like a pawn...fuck him man...im still making calls...it's an on-going thing...and i've tried photocopying...but tt's only once...haha im doing sth really stupid also...making changes to brochures using a pair of scissors and glue...who can beat me in doing rubbish?sigh...and i really cant think of anything to write for the log book...cant possibly describe how i cut and paste stuff right?sigh...

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another thing...it's not like if i patch with him i'll be together with him forever right?if he becomes demanding again all i have to do is break up again isnt it?so stop scolding me hor...haha back to slacking...

stop saying im weak hor...

eh...stop it hor..hai i really dun agree with you guys...cos im used the all his stuff already and im already ok with the clothes part...if he is willing to be less demanding on my attention part...why not patch...get wad i mean?the guys part i'll just let him get used to it slowly...he will lah...so you guys dun be so prejudiced leh...or else i wun even tell you guys anything next time lor...bleah...
*yes...i am acting cute!!!*
haha and i dun believe in making myself so upset...haha so i dun even want to go thru that phase of feeling empty and stuff...so wad if i fan jian?at least eugene has a sub...it's damn alot easier lor...cos last time km was a sub...i know lor...but i dun have one now...and i dun intend to look for one...so i know it'll be freaking difficult...den might as well take the easier way out...get wad i mean?oh and did i mention to you that this is the first time a guy asked me to patch up?haha im so vulnerable to that...if only the prev guys knew...haha
law still haven check mail ah?tt pris also...jie ai erm...understood lah huh?haha if you guys see them or talk to them get them to check mail k?

it's so damn boring lo, attachment really suck. it's not that it is stressful, it is just too slackful. all i do is to slack. sometimes one shld learn to be not so efficient, coz when u finished wad u r suppose to do, all u can do is to slack ur time off. and u know wad, time passes slowest when u have nothing to do. the worst thing of this whole attachment is that i've to travel damn far, from one end to the other. lacking of sleep. nvm, the third week is coming to and end soon, i just have to endure. Results is out todae. i intend to wait till the send me my result slip. hahaha.

cat is so fan jian can, break le you patch. must be she initiates it la. KM wouldn't be so fan jian as to ask her for patch. hahaha. cat, liddat means kbox cancelled? hahah

the ponner

haha im sorry guys...wo dui bu qi da jia...haha...i think i wun be able to quit him...unless he dumps me...hmmm...but km loves me...so he wun dump me...heh...eugene is such a fucker...haha he smsed me!!!for obvious reasons...haha but the server's still down leh...so he has to wait in suspense...haha...okok i will think of ways to make km compromise lah ok?so i'll update you guys again...
btw...it's the first time i pon attachment...haha like after how long...im so proud of myself...bye bye

Sunday 2pm

hey...sunday at 2 hor...how many pple going ah?we go party world lah...bigger rooms...haha ok?the clementi branch...hor?can you guys indicate if you're going?leave comment hor...shld we ask esther to go?hahaha

1 entry/week

of course you guys are to make entries...haha everyone must at least make one entry per week...erm i've invited 38, shorty, elizabeth, the 2 fuckers, law and kel...tt's all of us...haha pathetic...i have 7 friends after 2 yrs of poly life...haha
try not to let ur gf/bf know leh...den can gossip...hahaha...im such a bitch...anyway...i've pulled thru last night...hopefully today will be ok too...haha km loves me...okok dun wtf me...
i shld be updating pple like pris abt the break up...haha ok erm we broke up cos...we are unhappy together...as all of you can tell...haha den like tt lor...he says he respect my decision...wad the hell right?haha act xiao sa...
okok...i keep having to remind myself tt this is not my personal blog...
for the chalet...i have another suggestion...if all of you are fine with it...we can just book a bbq pit...which means no mahjong but can play bridge lor...which and where do you guys prefer?
btw i think all of us shld not touch arial...it's tiac's official font...haha

help...

hey guys...please tell me that wad i've done is correct...because everything doesnt seem right at all... im seriously going crazy...feeling like everything's wrong...shit...how am i going to quit this drug called km?

The First Entry

ok this is how empty im feeling right now...after the end of a 2-yr relationship...and im not going to regret this...haha i better exert some self control...heh...
everyone pls keep a lookout for cheaper chalets...so far the cheapest one i found is this small Costa Sands Sentosa Kampung Hut...haha which i doubt will be able to contain us...so if anyone's parents are civil servants or NTUC members...please leave a comment k?try not to involve friends other than us...i dun want to complicate matters...
hai...i think this will be the first year im spending my bday with friends in 4 years' time...how long right?hai...you guys be honoured hor...haha ok lah...i'll feel honoured to celebrate my bday with you guys lah...we'll just bridge/mahjong the whole day...haha...and maybe bbq...provide suggestions hor...
and this weekend...let's go sing...all of you must sing Fen Shou Kuai Le for me...haha im going crazy liao...trying my best not to think of other stuff...
give comments k?i'll change the template of this when im free lor...off to make calls...haha bye...
oh oh oh...each person choose a font type and colour each k?so easier to differentiate...im using trebuchet...